Opinions on these dreams?

Just like everyone has told you that you still have love for her. It influences the thoughts that fun through your mind. You think about the present, past and future. What could've been. Why things happened the way they did. The quakes and screams are what you picture your feelings and your ex's feelings are from the two of you moving on and finding interest in another person. Maybe even the feelings from within the family. Trust me, I went through the same thing you did and had many dreams like you described.